I really should be asleep..

11.23.10 (4:45 am)   [edit]
..but right now, I'm scared to sleep. Why? I feel like something really bad's gonna happen. I dont want anything else to happen. After the fire, what else CAN happen? ...Everything.. The fire.. April 7th, 2010. Our home burned to the ground. Runt was home that Wednesday because it was the middle of Spring Break. If she'd been in school, I'd have most likely died. But, she saved my life, an I saved hers. There's that at the very least.

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09.15.10 (1:37 am)   [edit]
I just dont see why I should be fighting anymore. It honestly feels pointless. It doesnt feel worth it, or necessary, or meaningful. I feel like I honestly need help. And yet, where do I get that from? I know I need help. But I dont know how I can get help. I feel like the only way out, is to 'logout'. But, where's my logout button? I dont see one. Oh, wait. There's one right there... It looks so tempting, so easy to press... I want to press it.. so badly.. and what's stopping me? Really? Honestly? Nothing.. Im really scared. I dont know what to do. I've felt like this before. But not this strongly. You know how animals 'know' things? My dog knows something's wrong. And so do my cats. They're vying for my attention. I dont know who I am anymore. But I do know this... I need to sleep. I need to think. I need to take a breath. I need to stop. I need to give into my animals demands, and go see what they want. And you know what? That's EXACTLY what Im going to do.

Its a been while, old friend.

09.08.10 (9:28 am)   [edit]
Well. Last time we talked, I was eight. Now, I'm fourteen. Many, many things have happened in those 6 or so years since we've talked. How many? More than I can count off the top of my head. But for now, this will have to hold this blog's place. =P I've changed from the eight year old you knew, tBlog. Now, I'm more mature, and knowledgeable. More intelligent. More able to make mistakes. More dumb,dumber, and dumbest. And for now, that is all to be said.

all in the family...

02.10.05 (7:14 pm)   [edit]
magic
Your a magical unicorn! As all unicorns go, magic unicorns are amazing with enchantments and can perform spells and all kind of crafts. Magic Unicorns have horns that if drank from can cure blindness, and give immortality. All magical unicorns are very kind and heart-warming, but can get tempermental if a spell goes wrong. Magical Unicorns live in forests where they can practise all there magic in secret. But, if a human befriends a magical unicorn, they have a friend for life.


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Reasons why.

01.31.05 (7:15 pm)   [edit]
Right after I posted my first blog we got a notice from my school about a suspicious man who was seen near my school and was also seen at other schools in my small town. I was nervous and I was scared even though I going to be safe no matter what, because I knew what to do.
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I was so scared I wouldn't go to bed in my own bed. I wanted to sleep with my mom and dad. I was so scared I cried. I didn't want to go play at the park. I didn't even want to go outside to feed my pet rabbit in his hutch. I didn't like being this scared. So, I told myself nothing was going to hurt me and I feel much better about this now. But I am a little scared still, but most of it is gone.

My mom says that it was good that I was scared because she was glad that I was thinking about what I might have to do, instead of just doing nothing. She didn't like it that I was this scared but she understood why I was that scared.

My mom and dad talked to me and helped me understand that I was right to be scared but that I couldn't let it take over my life.

Bad people are around. But so am I and I get to have fun even though they are around. I just need to know what to do just in case.

First Blog

01.25.05 (7:57 pm)   [edit]
For my first blog, my title is Safety Tips, not just on the computer but on the outside of your house, too. Be Careful!

1. Do not go into chat rooms without your parents' permission.

2. Ask if you can go on the computer before you do go on.

3. Be careful about who you talk to on the computer and also about what you say to them

The computer is not the only place you need to be safe, you need to be safe everyday no matter what and here are some ways to do it.

You should always know where you are, and someone who is responsible for you, like your mom or dad or babysitter, should always know where you are too. That means if you go to visit a friend you should tell them who you are visiting and where they live, and their phone number.

If someone ever did grab you, hang on to whatever you can, and do not ever let them take from one place to another. This rule is called Point A to Point B. They likely want to take you somewhere else and you should do everything you can do to not go with them. That includes hurting them if it means they'll let you go. Bite, kick, yell, punch, scream and hang on to posts, fences, bikes anything that will make it harder for them to take you. As soon as they let you go, take off running to the nearest house, even if you don't know the people who live there. Make whatever noise you have to get someone's attention and help.

You should yell stuff like, "this is not my mom or dad, they are taking me!"

Don't believe people if they say to be quiet because they will come back and kill your sister or brother or dog or mom or dad. They are trying to get you to be quiet so they can take you away.

You should always have a special secret code that only you and your parents know it. Only the people who were sent to pick you up should know the password. Even if they say they are a policeman still don't go with them. A policeman would go to your school principal and get you from the school staff instead of coming in to the playground to take you away.

You should always play with someone else, because if you're with someone else you or they can run for help if either one of you gets attacked. :D